It was once thought that if you put in the effort, you will be rewarded. Then you learn that it's not only the effort, but the TRUE intentions that make the difference. I've done both. I've put forth the effort. I had good intentions. I even expanded a lot of personal boundaries. I kept an open mind.
Still. Still, I get nothing. The same crap. The same ephemeral connections. Accepting my perpetual solitude isn't an issue. It is what it is. I think it's the disappointment that eludes me. I really believed it would work. I went into it wholeheartedly.
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